My breakup destroyed me. I have struggled with connecting to people all my life and I had a best friend and soulmate for the first time. The people around me say he doesn’t deserve me, but I think I probably just don’t deserve him. Empty phrases like that mean nothing when you really miss someone. I have tried all sorts of self help groups, thrapy and books and have followed probably each break up advice I have been given. It’s been 2.5 years and nothing is helping. The rest of my life seems threatening to me. I feel so alone. And I miss him so much and noone is helping me.