I have never been able to picture myself as an adult doing anything. My depression has made it nearly impossible for me to be interested in any field of study. It also prevents me from believing I'm good enough for anything anyways. I've always had this difficulty being able to picture myself at any job. It scares me, honestly. I want to be able to imagine myself doing SOMETHING. Or at least be a tiny bit interested in anything at all! I'm still in school though but I feel like it's a waste of time and money. I keep going though because I know it's better than doing nothing.