Ever since the pandemic hit I find myself really struggling to focus and I find myself really not be able to be by myself during times when I experience high anxiety. I always try to be a happy person for those around me - to the point where I am unable to say no when someone comes up to me with their own problems, I love being present for other people but sometimes I wish the same treatment can be done for me, but I know I should never expect anything from anyone - especially the same treatment