I have never felt more like a failure than when I admitted to my depression. Being emotional meant that I wasn’t successful. Like all the success and accomplishments I made just went away because I was emotional or not the right kind of “depressed”. In a community that raves on mental health a lot I’ve been shown than me being emotional and depressed makes it seem like I can’t succeed. So if I keep quiet about my mental health then I’m successful again...right?