have you ever feel like a failure? ever since i changed my job, i feel regretful about the decision that i made, it's really hard to adapt to a new place that's just overly positive for me. have you ever experienced where your mind is trying to eat you everyday? that's what it is for me everyday, saying why can i do something so easy as adapting, why am i alive and all... i'm just too tired with all this, even if i consult my parents who supoosed to be the closest, they wont understand